@Jadd_ha: من المستحيل ان يذهب لـ غيرك شيء قد كتبه الله لك ، فاطمئن لا تحسد لا تحقد وعش بـ قلب ابيض نقي ونيه صافيه وكن مع الله يكون الله معك
(Mustahil sesuatu yang sudah ditentukan Allah untukmu akan lari ke orang lain. Maka tenanglah. Jangan iri dan dengki. Hiduplah dg hati yg putih bersih dan pikiran yg jernih. Bersama Allah-lah; maka Allah akan bersamamu)
@gusmusgusmu
My mom and dad have through this world longer than me. They know manythings could happen in this life.
Everytime i cry or sad, my dad would said:
"bapa sayang anak-anak bapa. Terutama putri bapa. Terutama kamu, anak perempuan bapa yg pertama. Bapa beri kamu nama muchiyatin itu karena ingin kamu bisa sekuat (tabah) bapa dan sesabar ibu. Kalo sedih karena hal kecil seperti ini, bagaimana hal-hal lain yg belum kamu hadapi?"
As always, my mom looks sad too. And said with her soft voice:
"nurut ya sama bapa ibu. Jangan keras kepala lagi."
How can im not love them? ♥♥♥
Niken is right, i'm too clumsy.
At this time, i really need my bestfriends. I wanna be with niken, rischa and julia. I wanna be with them. I need their hugs.
What is love?
I don't even know what it is. I'm just feel it.
I feel so happy just to be close to you.
And i feel so sad when i know the truth. The pain is good. Cut me into pieces.
From the beginning, i shouldn't let myself love you. My mistake. I broke my own rule, to make sure that you really love me too.
I was delusional, thinking that you love me too. Believe it until you said we just friend.
And still....
Im just stand here, thinking about the possibilities, maybe you need time for everything live on your mind. Everything that make you doubt. Everything you hide.
Im just stand here, realize if i have so many imperfection.
I know she wants you too. She just denied if i asked. I know she lied. That's why i was well prepared.
But it still hurts enough.
I feel my love and life was a joke for you. I told her my problems. Told her that i love you.
My mistake. Im too stupid to believe.
Eventhough i was well prepared, it still hurts.
Wish you happy. Thank you.
Ain't life is just a form of complication? Human, whether male, or female, or unidentified, can live it to the fullest by not making a fuss about it and try to simplify every knot. Simplify!
-Kiky maskur-
