Kembali mengingat kejadian-kejadian selama ini; cinta, kepercayaan, pengkhianatan, fitnah, usaha, dll. Segalanya terjadi bergantian. Seakan menunjukkan jika hidup memang tidak datar. Ada naik ada turun. Dan hanya pengecut yang pergi menghindari siklus ini. Stay on their comfort zone. Too scare to face it.
For all these years, being hurt or dissapointed is such a training for me. Everytime someone try to put me down, i always get up back fast. No matter how hurt it is, i have to get up back as fast as i could. I know i'm weak and these make me strong enough.
I believe Allah is with me, just as a man told me on my dream, "bahkan biji (tasbih) sekecil ini pun bisa menjadi rejeki seseorang. Jangan khawatir. Jangan sedih. Yakinlah pada Allah".
Bismillah.
Noted:
I miss the man on my dream. Listen to what he said makes me calm. The man with bright white dress and clean face. The man with beautiful smile and handsome face. Heartwarming.
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